PROMISE OF DAWN

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TRUE LOVE
OUR LOVE STORY
MY SOULMATE
MY LIFE...
4MYSOUL
SIMMI
OUR TRAVEL TOGETHER
ENGAGEMENT PARTY
WEDDING
OUR ENGAGEMENT

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"Look to your heart , that's where I'll be.
You'll never be too far from me
Part of us will be together... always
I promise I will love you forever
God knows how I feel
I never felt like this in my entire life
I love you,  looking at or thinking about you
I could cry and I ask God to protect you
So even when you're fast asleep
I am inside your dreams
because I live in your heart!" (Stephen)

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I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice,
And the way that we touch,

I love your warm smile,
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring,
To my life everyday,

I love you today,
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever,
With all of my heart.(J. R)


 
Stephen, on this day of our engagement, my heart is filled with love and joy, for the first time in my life, I stayed away from the comfort of my home to spend some private time with a man and my dog Simmi in  a far away log cabin. This feeling of love should be documented, its different, it was like magic, my fears gone. Oh how I love you so dearly so sweet and tender. You have thoughtfully gone to the extent of arranging hundreds of red and yellow roses around the  cabin and in my room. As I walked  through the door,I was greeted by the smell of roses and lots of fruits . Our dinner together in front of the roaring fire would be forever etched in my mind. I can see the beauty within your soul when you asked me to marry you I forgot all about my upcoming heart transplant, forgot all about the pains and when  you asked, "will you marry me" and I said , "Yes", we both cried at the same time...silence :-) then we sealed our love with a tender kiss in front of the fireplace, both our eyes wet with tears...you have the heart and soul of an angel and oh how you touched and changed my life. Stephen, let me repeat it here while you and Ruth are busy washing up in the kitchen:-) I LOVE YOU , YES , I WILL MARRY YOU ! You are my life, my hope, my treasure , my eternal love (You told me to leave my laptop behind because you are taking your one.)  I hide it in my bag:-) I had a strong feeling, I will need it and yes, I  really do need it to document the joy, the love and peace in my soul, peace and contentment that I was waiting and praying for and to tell you again and again how much I LOVE YOU!
Darling, I 'm sitting here reading your messages. I’ve tried to imagine life without you near me ,it left me so sad, lonely and my heart full of fear. I can't live without you . I LOVE YOU. No- one has touched my life like you do,  no one else has made my heart and soul  care as deeply as I care for you and I've never known such peace, I will be utterly devoted to you through  the  darkness and the light, we will be together  forever and God is my witness, I promise to be taithful to you .  Goodnight sweetheart.It's nearly 1:00 am, your lights are off. I wanted very much for us to be together,my body and soul ache for your nearness but we made a solemn vow to have God's blessings first. Darling , the first time I saw your eyes, I saw sadness, when you looked at me, that very moment, deep love for you transcends to my soul, I went back home, I can't get you out of my mind and called your brother for a few drinks. I tried very much to gather information about you, how can you play such melancholic music that your piano cries.  He confides about your heart  and  onslaught of pains  most twins suffered  at the sudden lost of the other.  I swear he had tears in his eyes. I felt the need to protect  you and care for you! Remember I called and thanked you for your lovely music? That night ,after talking to you, I had a dream, your lovely eyes with tears.  I knew God  was telling me something , I had four days accumulated leave from work, without hesitation, I booked myself and  off  I flew to see you. Your father answered the phone when I rang and  told me where to see you. I watched you play romantic songs in  your friends wedding...I was in a Catholic church for the first time and I said to God, I  love this woman, I LOVE YOU. I was very sure of my strong feeling! Darling,  I love you today and will love you forever.